Olivia Layne - 15 Months

Dearest Olivia, oh my how I love you! What a fast month it has been! You are growing so quickly and I'm sure I could say it at every age, but this is my favorite stage so far. You are so interactive with us and it is a blast to not only play with you but to watch you take life in. Sometimes I catch you just watching something or someone as if it were your job. I wonder what it must be like to learn so many things so quickly. I don't have any other babies your age to compare you with (not that anyone could compare!) but you seem so intelligent! You do a lot of fun and cute things, as always. You like us to put soap on your hand in the bathtub and you wash your own belly and hair. You also wash your own hands after a meal. You help by putting things away in the fridge and throwing trash in the trashcan and you dust and mop the floor, too. What a great helper! Your new favorite food are cutie oranges. You could probably eat five a day, but sadly they are a little too citrusy and hard to digest. We even have to hide them so you don't see them and get upset when you can't have one. You still really love to fall back and "crash" onto the floor or bed or pillows and laugh and squeal when we tickle you. You also still don't know that you can't do it on a hard floor or without something behind you-yikes!Last week was just the best because it was Spring Break for Cade and Daddy. We all got to spend the week together playing and hanging out with grandparents. You took your first bike ride and wagon ride and liked them for the most part. You LOVE to have us sing songs that require hand movements, like Wheels on the Bus or Itsy Bitsy Spider. You try the hand motions out, too, and point at us over and over to have us sing again and again. It is do cute! You are going through a bit of a rough patch when it comes to sleep. You just had your 7th night of sleeping all night-woohoo! Sadly you are having a very hard time napping and a pretty hard time falling asleep at night. I think part of it is probably due to our busy week with company and traveling to and fro as well as just growing up and adjusting to a new schedule. Maybe even teething. Speaking of teeth, you now have 10! You got your left molars, so maybe your right ones are following and possibly bothering you? I'm hoping next week you'll get settled back into a routine and your sleep will smooth back out. You play with your hair and eyelashes for a long time while we rock you to sleep, and while it's adorable, I think it also keeps you awake. You'll be on the brink of heavy sleep and then all of a sudden you'll put your hand back up to your head and twist your hair! Silly goose.
You weight 21 pounds and are 31 inches tall. You're out of the 40th precentiles and are now 58th and 65th! What a big and growing girl :)
We love you so much baby girl!
(and now for WAY too many pictures, as per usual ;)

Legacy

Naps or lack thereof

As I sit here at work this morning, reflecting on my wonderful weekend memories with Jeff and Olivia, I am struck with a sense of guilt and puzzlement at my reaction to Olivia’s nap time/lack of nap. What is it about baby sleep that can drive a mama crazy? Why is it that a nap schedule seems to dictate my sanity, or even easy-to-get-along-with-ness? My memories only hold vibrant, colorful and happy pictures of all of us smiling, waving at the horses in the St. Patricks Day Parade, clapping and dancing to the music, sliding down the slide at the park with thrilled squeals, playing with puppets and chickens, picnicking on the front lawn. Oh yes, when I dig, yes, I remember holding Olivia a little tighter in my arms as she wiggled and writhed after her bottle as if I could FORCE her to fall asleep for her second nap, and even getting frustrated when she started to point around her room at things she wanted to get to. Have you ever tried to force yourself to sleep? Yeah, so there you go. Why do I get so caught up in her sleep schedule and NEED HER TO NAP RIGHT NOW I DON’T CARE IF YOU’RE TIRED? Well, most importantly, because I don’t want her to become overtired and then have the evening be filled with frustration or tears. But also because for some reason my mind gets caught on a hamster wheel of “if she doesn't take a nap, I won’t be able to fold the laundry/read/relax/take my own nap/GO ON LIVING.” But wait. Here I am. Alive. Maybe not as rested or relaxed as I may have wished, but the laundry is folded and put away and all my other chores are finished, too. So I’m a little tired, yes, but none the worse for wear. I want so badly to remember that a short nap, or even no nap, isn’t the end of the world. It will barely make it as a memory. Yes, playing with Olivia all day takes lots of energy. She is VERY interactive and doesn’t really play alone just yet. We don’t just stack cups together, we TALK to the cups, HIDE the cups, PRETEND the lion is FLYING in the cups, and OH MY GOODNESS DON’T YOU DARE PUT DOWN THE LION OR MY TINY 14 MONTH OLD MIND WILL EXPLODE.” And yet it’s so fun at the same time. To watch her eyes light up when the Lion comes to life. When she can stack the cups in the right order. When she growls like the lion and we laugh out loud. Let’s not forget this mama’s desire to not work outside the home. How can I complain about lack of naps when I only get two full days with my daughter each week? Don’t get me wrong, sometimes those days are longer and harder than others. Many times I wonder how stay at home mom’s stay sane. I recognize I don’t have to carpe diem every moment. At the same time, I DO want to cherish the cherishable moments and take a freakin chill pill when it comes to naps. So my baby girl wants to play rather than sleep. How could I resist such a request? Maybe I will go a little crazy if the laundry doesn’t get done. Has there been a weekend yet where there is still a pile of clothes on the floor? Nope. I guess we’re making it work. So I’m going to do my best to relax and enjoy these playful moments while they last :) After she gulps down that warm milk, looks me sweetly in the eyes and then pushes off of me with a grunt while throwing her blankie to the floor, I will give her an extra squeeze, take a deep breath and say “ok, sweet one, let’s keep playing.” Yes, that’s what I will do. (or at least I will try.)

So here are some of my memories of the weekend for you to enjoy, too:

photo shoot with st. patricks day shirt

I don't know what caused her to do this, but oh my how cute!

clapping along

dancing!

JUMP!

yes, let me model my new chair for you ;)

this is how I climb up

this is how I get situated

I like to situate my baby just so

my cozy corner

baby in the microwave?

sign for butterfly when she saw one on TV!

I can't get enough of her drinking out of a big cup with a straw

snack time

I'm having so much fun, can't you tell?

picnic!

This was the windiest day in the history of wind. Mama was miserable but Daddy and Olivia had a blast!

I have no idea where she learned to go up a slide the wrong way (ahem!)

and finally, more boat progress. he had to rig up a strap to figure out how to bend this big piece down. my stomach was in knots I was so worried!