Dear sweet Laynie Bug, this week we were dealt a big blow. I don't feel the need to write all the details here, but the end result is that we are on the hunt for a new babysitter for you as Cheryl can no longer keep you. It probably goes without saying, yet I'll say it anyway, my heart aches. We have been so happy with her and her family, and you have loved being with her during your days. We are hoping and praying with all our might that we will find another person who loves you just as much and will care for you the way we do. We are hoping that despite the challenge, this will be a blessing in disguise. One of the hardest parts of this is knowing how sad you will be once we do find someone new. You are at an age of separation and stranger anxiety, and knowing you will cry and perhaps be scared breaks Mama's heart into a million pieces. I've heard that babies are resilient and that it won't be a long adjustment period, so that is what I cling to. You are an angel, and your next caregiver will be blessed to have you in their life. And Baby girl, if I could be home with you, know that I would do it in a heartbeat.